nothing

i don't want to do anything
i can't say the things i want to say
without second guessing them
so sometimes i just say nothing
which sends the wrong message

mostly i have no motivation
other than for company
unnecessary company
lopsided too
sometimes with me in the air
othertimes its you

depends on what i want

cuz if i want it i'm probably doing it wrong
and if i don't i'm even more inviting

or maybe i'm just dealing with different types of people here
a new one

one that, with me, will blow everyone's minds
and i think we both kind of like that
but i'm kind of scared
and kind of frantic
and i know it must be pushing you away

but i also know that someday...

i can see us